It might also be worthwhile to notice that these two questions (Who am I?; Why am I here?) are inseparably related to the purpose of being (life). Simply said: The 'why' of it is all about the 'who' of it all. At a risk of oversimplifying, the who/why can be stated this way: Adam is that God may discover himself and find joy in experience. That might appear to be overly cryptic, but it's a simple idea that is easily understood when a bigger picture is seen. And a wonderful secret is that you, the temple (Adam), are the means by which that happens. But, there's a lot more magical wonderfulness in it than you, the temple, as the means.
Who am I? (part 2)
At this point in the discussion, we still have not fully addressed the question of who we are. Moreover, there is also a pregnant question that has arisen in the prior section. It's this: If it's true that no one can tell you who you are, then how do you find out? Moreover, can this narrative tell me who I am? A simple response to that last question is no. However, it may help to point to a way.
Each individual can only find out who they are by their own experience (that very thing is foundational to the purpose of life). But that does not mean that there are not important thresholds to cross. In this section of the narrative, we will point to one of them. Paradoxically, this threshold to understanding can be approached by a practice of doing the opposite to what is desired: In a search to find out who you are, it is helpful to start eliminating the things that you are not.
This approach to self-discovery is taught by a variety of eastern religious philosophical systems. When approaching the question of what is “not I” (Am I that (thing)?), what is found at the earliest stages can be rationally understood by the mind. However, as the easy choices of what is not the true self are eliminated, the exercise becomes more difficult, most especially when the rational mind itself is being considered.
As an example, it might be asked: “Am I my physical body?” For some, that should be fairly easy to answer using the rational mind (though it isn't an easy question for scientists who harbor notions that the material universe gives rise to consciousness rather than the other way around). So, when the physical body dies, does that mean 'I' am no more? It should be easy to follow that if I still exist after the physical body is dead and decomposed, then I am not the physical body.
Going further, we will use the Vipassana (self-observation) tradition of meditation as the example. In Vipassana (Goenka method), students are asked to do nothing for one hour except concentrate all of their attention on feeling sensations on the upper lip coming from the breath emerging from the nose. That is the only goal in the early exercise of Vipassana meditation, nothing else. Sit in quiet with eyes closed for one hour in observation of the sensation of the breath passing through the nose onto the upper lip.
That exercise might seem nonsensical on the surface, but new realizations that emerge from such an exercise of self-observation can be surprising and manifold. New practitioners find that maintaining concentration on the sensation of breath for an hour is more difficult than imagined. The task will seem impossible on first trying it. Often, concentration can't be maintained for longer than a minute at a time. With continued practice, one might progress to maintaining the watchful concentration for a few minutes at a time. The reason is that the mind craftily enters into the concentration and diverts it. Instead of concentrating on the sensation on the lip from the breath and nothing else, as willed, a thought or two might first present itself briefly onto the stage of the mind. That catches the attention. After that, a thought process begins and soon thereafter diverts attention until concentration on the breath is lost completely. Where it goes from there is anyone's guess. The student may start thinking about tasks that need to be done, reviewing past events, daydreaming and, in some cases, gets bored with where the mind has gone and falls asleep.
As a result, a practitioner of Vipassana experiences first-hand about what is often referred to as the “monkey mind”. The mind is revealed to the practitioner to be like a monkey that is out of control and swinging freely though the trees. It can be said that a realization of the monkey mind is a threshold understanding (one of many) which is revealed through meditative experience.
What also becomes noticeable is that the mind and the will are separate from each other and mind easily undermines will. At some point, the practitioner comes to a realization that this thing we call 'mind' wields tyrannic control over choices made in everyday (waking) life. It begins to be realized that older ideas of exercising free will and free choice can be fantasies in which we indulge ourselves during our everyday existence. A lot of people in the world erroneously identify with their minds and erroneously believe that they practice free will (agency; choice) in their lives. At some point, it is realized that mind can act as a prison for the Spirit.
Additional realizations emerge from a meditative practice of self-observation. As the mediator sits in observation of the self, there starts to be a watching of the mind at work. As one watches the mind, it's realized that it is possible to sit as an observer (separate from) of mind. This leads to an understanding that what we call the “I” (the me) is not mind (or will).
As the meditative experience continues, even more realizations that are not easily obtained in the non-meditative state present themselves. Advanced practitioners of meditation can completely shut off the mind where no thoughts are present at all. When this happens, a beginning of wakeful awareness remains. In this state of awareness, one starts noticing subtle sensations that were not experienced in the non-meditative state. Ultimately, a state of pure non-reactive self-observation (conscious awareness) is reached. Some practitioners refer to this heightened state of awareness as being “fully awake”, “fully aware”, or 'fully conscious'. Being in this heightened state of non-mind conscious (wakeful) awareness is also referred to as 'being (or becoming) the Witness'.
Later on, after experiencing meditation, a practitioner is able reflect back and revisit the question of “Is that (thing I experienced) me?” As a result of this exercise, many things are eliminated as being the 'I' spoken of. However, this practice of questioning eventually reaches an endpoint where the practitioner is unable to differ between the 'I' (me) and 'that' (something else other than me). This occurs when one gets to the question of who/what is it asking the question of 'Is that me', or is it 'that'?
In continuing on this line of thought, we might refer to this fully conscience awareness (observer) as the 'Witness'. Again, this Witness (whatever it is) is the only thing that one cannot say is 'not me'. Whoever that Witness is, it's the same one that is (witnessing you) reading this sentence now and it is who is watching (witnessing) everything going on in your everyday life. This Witness is synonymous with Ye (you) and it is the same one that is being referred to in the 'Ye are the Temple of God' passage of scripture.
To experience it now, find a quiet place, sit down, still you mind, be at peace, be passive, be relaxed, watch, and wait. Don't think any thoughts and don't get distracted. As best you can, be fully passive and still. For many people it's difficult to be fully still like this for longer than a few seconds at a time. Despite that, try it for as long as you can do it. If it seems too difficult, keep trying (to be still) until you can experience it for a few recognizable moments in time.
Now realize that whoever/whatever it is (Consciousness; Awareness; the Witness) that watches and waits during these still moments is YOU. And that is the only thing that is you. That is the true Temple.
The Dweller Therein
With that covered, this narrative will proceed to uncovering the most important part of the passage in First Corinthians.
Here, it may be important to first look at the complete passage (1Cor 3: 16): Know ye not that ye are the temple of God, and that the Spirit of God dwelleth in you? An important idea, perhaps the most important, is embedded within the last four words (God dwelleth in you).
Consider this: There is not just you, but there are two who are always present in your life, you and God.
This idea is conveyed by a variety of symbols in our lives. It might be said that symbols can have many levels of understanding, but only one level of true meaning. Otherwise stated: All symbols ultimately point to the same place. It may be worthwhile to look at a few examples that are familiar to those having Mormon experience.
The Temple of God. You as the temple of God should be getting easier to understand after reading this far in the narrative. There is you (the Temple) and then there is God, the dweller in the Temple. Popular notions of the Temple being a building or the physical body are carnal misinterpretations of the true meaning.
New and Everlasting Covenant of Marriage (including plural marriage). The relationship of you and God is often symbolized as a marriage (it's a metaphor). God (Christ) is called the Bridegroom and you are the bride. The ideal marriage relationship describes the two who are here present in the eternal now of time. Plural marriage, at a higher understanding, is about each individual (as a bride) being married to the Bridegroom (God; Christ), a profound metaphor of what is. Carnal man takes this great truth and perverts it into an unflattering metaphor of himself, first by taking multiple wives (a practice of polygamy). In doing that, carnal man figuratively usurps a role (Bridegroom) that is not his to occupy. Moreover, in taking multiple women as wives (notice that women are symbols of the senses, sense world, knowledge), a new parable is created around carnal man that he fails to see (perceive; understand). Carnal man also fails to notice himself acting out as the one who is Fallen (Adam; Lucifer). The Old and New Testaments are replete with instances where the marriage metaphor is used in describing Israel as a chosen people (the bride) who has abandoned the Bridegroom (in marriage) and gone off seeking after a whore (symbol: Babylon, Egypt).
Second coming of Christ. Figuratively, the Second coming of Christ is when God returns again to his (cleansed) Temple. That entire metaphor is redundant with Ye are the Temple of God (see narrative: Second Coming of Christ).
Adam/God. The Adam-God doctrine was taught by Brigham Young during the mid-1800's, but repudiated by the modern LDS church and the teaching is generally unfamiliar to mainstream Mormons today. However, Adam-God remains a staple teaching among Fundamentalist Mormons. As taught by Young, Adam was the God that Mormons refer to as their Father, coming to earth at the beginning of time, with Christ (Jesus; Jehovah) coming during the meridian of time, and the Holy Ghost coming at the end of time. As usual, carnal man (symbolized by Young) said much more than he meant, for his was the carnal interpretation that plays itself out as a mistaken worship of the Fallen and carnal man (Adam). It might be noticed that this teaching by Young is at odds with what is presented in the modern LDS endowment ceremony where Adam is Michael, a subordinate to the Father. Rather than digress too much on this topic, it may be more beneficial to point out that Adam-God conveys (in deeper symbolism) an idea that is redundant with what is discussed in this narrative. In a positive and uplifting sense, it may help to consider Adam being the Temple with God as the indwelling presence (or Spirit). The meaning of this metaphor is the same either way with Adam being the Father (taught by Young) or Michael (taught now). The metaphor of Adam as temple and God as the indwelling presence is redundantly repeated with the garden (creation) parable where the garden (of Eden) is the temple and Adam is the indwelling presence. The same is repeated again with Eve as the temple (bride) and Adam as the husband (Bridegroom) in a marriage relationship (see New and Everlasting Covenant, above).
One Mighty and Strong. The OMS (One Mighty and Strong) may be a term that mainstream Mormons find unfamiliar, but it's a title claimed by a lot of leaders of Fundamentalist Mormon groups and a familiar idea to many who participate in the same. The OMS name comes from a prophecy made by Joseph Smith (cf. D&C 85:7) foretelling someone who would come and set the (corrupt) church in order. Over the years, many claimants to the OMS title have emerged and new ones continue to identify themselves every day, frequently as leader of a Mormon Fundamentalist (protestant) movement. In the past century and a half, these include James Strang, Otto Fetting, Joseph Musser, Joel LeBaron, Ervil LeBaron, John Bryant, Ron & Dan Lafterty, and Brian David Mitchell. There are a legion of others. Sometimes, these OMS claimants will emerge new scripture that, in essence, is not much different than what is found in the preexisting cannon of scripture. A few attract great followings. Here, it may be pointed out that these individuals and their movements arise from a carnal interpretation of the meaning of OMS and, in acting in such a capacity, they alter the symbolism in a meaningfully appropriate way. The true OMS is Christ, who sets the (unclean) house (Temple) in order. Ye are the house (temple) spoken of (note symbolic meaning that is redundant with Ye are the temple of God). When men take upon themselves the title of OMS and proclaim it to others, they usurp a role that is not theirs to have and act out a role in this world as Lucifer, the archetypal usurper, light- (knowledge) bearer, and Fallen one. The great truth that an OMS claimant misses is that it is their own polluted (carnal) house (temple) that is to be cleansed rather than the houses of those around them. Whenever a person is seen proclaiming themselves as the OMS who is come to set your house in order, you can be sure of one thing: They are not the OMS, but usurpers of a role that is not theirs to perform. The mainstream church claims that the OMS prophecy was already fulfilled by a Presiding Bishop (Edward Partridge) in the 1800's. This too, is symbolically meaningful. It should be noticed that is not that the Christ (OMS) will come (future tense), or Christ has come (past tense, per LDS proclamation) but it's Christ IS come (present tense) to you, the Temple.
The Son of God. Jesus is the most recognizable symbol for the Son of God, although he is not the only one who is recognized as the same (cf. other religions). The New Testament describes Jesus as both the Father and the Son, a powerful metaphor that is redundant in meaning with 'Ye are the Temple of God' and many other symbols, a few of which are being listed here in this narrative. It might be rightly said that Jesus is the Temple in which the Father dwells. That is a key to decoding a lot of sayings by Jesus in the New Testament that appear to be contradictory, such as when he (Jesus) claims to be the Father in one statement, then turns around and says in another statement that he (Jesus) can 'do nothing'. In a profound way, all beings (men and women) are Sons of God.
The Godhead. The Godhead is popularly thought of as a trinity of three persons, two of which (in Mormonism) are embodied personages and one which is a Spirit (an appropriate metaphor). Here, it might be worthwhile to notice descriptions of the Godhead in the Fifth Lecture on Faith. The Lectures on Faith were written by Joseph Smith and used for instruction in the School of the Prophets by Smith and others. In the Fifth Lecture, it states that the Godhead is comprised of two personages, one being the Father, a personage of Spirit, and the Son, a personage of tabernacle. This is deeply meaningful with many layers of symbolism stacked one inside another (eg. when speaking of Father as a personage of Spirit or when speaking of the Son as Spirit/tabernacle). Here, tabernacle is synonymous with Temple and so is the word personage. In a way, all men (including you; me; ladies too) are Sons of God (Temples) in which the Father dwells. There is a lot of repeating/redundancy of symbols. The Father as a personage of Spirit is synonymous with the statement that the Father (Spirit) and the Son (Jesus; a personage) are one. However, such statements, are commonly mistaken by carnal man to support an erroneous belief in himself as God which leads him to a life of bitter experience in a lone and dreary world as the one who is Fallen under illusion (symbolized by Lucifer; Adam/Eve). 'Man is (not a) God' and 'God is (not) a man', both misleading statements as they are popularly stated in Mormon theology (though not repeated so much over the past few decades). It might be better to say that God dwells within man (though often unacknowledged) or, better yet, Ye are the Temple of God.
If I am Me, then Who are You?
Carnal man will tend to get stuck at this point in considering who he is and go off doing what (s)he has been doing until now: Stepping into the position as God, a role that does not belong to him. There are a lot of levels where this occurs. And it goes on at much higher levels than humankind is aware of. With that said, there are other thresholds to cross. A few potentially useful ideas will be presented next for consideration.
In the meditative experience, one comes to experience of being the Witness. In doing that, one realizes that everything being witnessed is not the self (see above: Who am I? p2). That is, except when one comes to a point of witnessing the witness. Are there two who are present or is there just one? This is a very difficult question to approach by reason. In truth, it is something that can be comprehended only by experience. However for purposes of this narrative, it might be best to say that what is you (the Witness; the experiencer) who sits in observation is inseparable from whatever it is that is doing the Witnessing (Awareness). Yes, there are indeed two present, yet at the same time, there is only one.
To avoid the pitfall stated in the first paragraph of this section, it may help to consider the world in which we are living. In this world, a lot of things are going on every day. We experience them without really understanding why. We eat, we work, we rest, and we enjoy the company of others (or sometimes not).
This writer has penned a several narratives about understanding the meaning of the LDS temple endowment ritual. It is hoped that the grand message of the endowment is starting to be realized by some of those who read these narratives. However, there is a significant question that hangs over all of these discussions that has not, until now, been addressed. It's this: Where did the LDS temple endowment originate? Restated: Where does the temple endowment come from?
There is a lot to that question that can't be discussed here, but some simpler aspects of it are valuable to consider at this time. A foolish response to the question of where the endowment originates would be “From God”, which is indeed correctly stated, but it fails to convey something to which we can relate. Those who speak such things are often those who have no clue about it and are (as is the usual case) saying much more than they mean.
It may be helpful to consider a question of where the endowment did not originate. It should be clear to even the most hardened mind that the LDS temple endowment did not originate from the mind of man. If the early founders of Mormonism (eg. Joseph Smith; Brigham Young) or the modern custodians of LDS temples (modern church leaders) truly understood the endowment, it would never be (or have been) promoted with great enthusiasm and zeal. The endowment conveys to anyone who can see (perceive) it, a message that is quite opposite than popularly believed. Venerating and promoting the endowment experience as a mark of holiness can be compared to wearing a sign on the forehead that says “I'm stupid.”
Admittedly, the precious egos of some readers will become offended at such a statement. However, this statement is made so that a greater consideration can emerge, one that is very much relevant to what was stated in the first paragraph of this section. We might ask ourselves if the endowment came from us? That is, did you or I create it? The answer is clearly no.
It may also help to realize that the LDS temple endowment is only a small dot in a very, very big universe. And when we focus on that dot, we miss the greater picture. In truth, everything that exists out there, including what is happening around you this very second in time is as profoundly symbolic (meaningful) as the LDS temple endowment.
So, where does all of this wonderfulness come from? There would have to be infinite intelligence to keep it in perfect order, wouldn't there?
Once you start noticing and acknowledging this, you will start to be transformed. The lone and dreary world will start to look more wonderful and your life experience will be more joyful.
Outwardly, there may be little change in you noticed by others. But inwardly, a miracle will have taken place, known only to you. Understanding will come to you. Fear will be replaced by peace. A joy of discovery will return to you. And life will never be the same again.
And when you meet others about you, despite who they are and what evil they might be doing (some whom act out as thieves, liars, murderers, the walking dead), you might even be moved to bow down to them in honor of God that is in them too.